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That
day when evening came, he said to his disciples, "Let us go over to the
other side." Leaving the crowd behind, they took him along, just as he
was, in the boat. There were also other boats with him. A furious squall
came up, and the waves broke over the boat, so that it was nearly
swamped. Jesus was in the stern, sleeping on a cushion. The disciples
woke him and said to him, "Teacher, don't you care if we drown?"
He got up, rebuked
the wind and said to the waves, "Quiet! Be still!" Then the wind died
down and it was completely calm. He said to his disciples, "Why are you
so afraid? Do you still have no faith?" They were terrified and asked
each other, "Who is this? Even the wind and the waves obey him!" (Mark
4:35-41, NIV)
Observations:
I asked myself what Jesus does after telling the parables.
We are not really
told except what happens after evening came:
"That
day when evening came, he said to his disciples, "Let us go over to the
other side." (Mark 4:35, NIV)
I
asked myself what the disciples do.
"Leaving
the crowd behind, they took him along, just as he was, in the boat."
(Mark 4:36, NIV)
Observation/Interpretations:
I asked myself what sticks out to me regarding
Jesus and the disciples.
I found it very interesting that the disciples
“took him along, just as
he was, in the boat.”
Anything that is
mentioned in the Bible has significance and I wondered to myself about,
“they took him along,
just as he was, in the boat.”
Then it occurred to
me that Jesus must have been really, really tired. Teaching can take a
lot out of a person. Jesus was teaching the crowds and explaining the
parables to His disciples and those around him not to mention all the
healing Jesus was involved in. In His humanity, Jesus faced the things
we have and yet was without sin. His body needed rest and that is
evidenced by the verse, “Jesus
was in the stern, sleeping on a cushion.” (Mark 4:38, NIV)
I asked myself what was happening as Jesus was asleep on the cushion.
While Jesus was
asleep on the cushion, three things were happening:
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A
furious squall came up.
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The
waves broke over the boat.
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The
boat was nearly swamped.
Mind you, while all
this was happening Jesus was still asleep on the cushion. None of these
events woke Jesus up but one event did wake Jesus up. It had nothing to
do with nature but with voices. Jesus is in control of nature and He did
not allow what was happening to hinder Him from His sleep except the
frantic voices He heard.
His disciples were
obedient in crossing to the other side as Jesus wanted them to but in
their obedience they also faced trials and tribulations that were
getting them frightened and down, making them doubt the Lord’s care for
them.
I asked myself what the disciples did.
The disciples woke
him and said to him, "Teacher, don't you care if we drown?" (Mark 4:38,
NIV)
I asked myself, why it is significant that the disciples had to wake
Jesus up.
Point 1:
It is very
significant because not even the storm, winds beating into the boat, nor
water filling up the boat could wake Jesus up. The only thing I can
think of is that Jesus was in a deep sleep. I believe Jesus too was very
tired after all the work He was doing. We have to realize that when
Jesus was here on earth, Jesus experienced the same things we do except
He was with no sin.
Point 2:
It is very
significant because we come to learn the faith of the disciples. The
disciples had already been with Jesus, they had heard his teachings and
seen His miracles. Yet, they were really scared what was going to happen
to them because of the circumstances they were faced with. They even
questioned Jesus if he cared for them. They still did not have the
faith, Jesus wanted them to have.
I asked myself what Jesus did.
Jesus did five
things, three of which were done immediately! I found it interesting
how Jesus responds to their frantic voices waking Him up. He addresses
their problem and fear first.
The first three
things were:
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Jesus got up.
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Jesus rebuked the wind.
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Jesus said to the waves, “Quiet! Be still!”
I asked myself what the cause-effect relationship was.
Because Jesus said to the waves, ‘Quiet! Be still!’, the wind died
down and it was completely calm.
I asked myself what Jesus does now.
Now Jesus addresses
the disciples with two questions:
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Why are you so afraid?
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Do you still have no faith?
What is significant about the five things Jesus did?
Jesus woke up at the
prompting of His disciples. He did not stay in bed, though he may have
been tired, when He realized others needed His help. He took authority
of nature and there was calmness once again.
What can we learn from Jesus’ actions and the disciples’ actions?
Point 1: Jesus’ actions
We come to realize
the humanity of Jesus in this passage including His Divinity. If Jesus
needed to sleep after all the work He had been doing, how much more we
need to sleep. Rest is a very important component that we all need. If
we exhaust ourselves, we may come to the point where we can sleep
through exams, work, etc. I know that I need to conform to this
principle.
It does not do any
good to work, work, work without getting adequate rest. You may think to
yourselves that you have so much work to do that you do not have time
for rest. But, God wants His children to get adequate rest.
"It is vain for you to rise up early, to sit up late, to eat the
bread of sorrows; for He gives His beloved sleep." (Psalm 127:2)
Point 2: Disciples actions
We see the disciples
doubting Jesus' care for them during the circumstances they were facing.
They insinuated that Jesus may not care even if they perished. Jesus did
care though and took care of the disciples. In the Psalms we learn, it
is better to trust in God than put confidence in men.
"It is
better to trust the Lord than to put confidence in men." (Psalm 118:8)
This principle was
not adhered to here with the disciples. They were relying on their
own understanding when turmoil broke rather than put their confidence in
Jesus. Jesus had every right to ask the question he asked of the
disciples concerning faith.
Point 3: Jesus’ actions
Jesus very well
could have been hurt because of the disciples lack of faith. The
question He poses is meant for the disciples to think back to the times
of Jesus' miracles. Still, Jesus in His love did not ignore the
disciples in their time of need. The two questions posed by Jesus were
done after alleviating the disciples’ fears. While they were fearful
Jesus wanted to handle the fear first. That is so cool and awesome of
Jesus to meet them where they were and then to address their weaknesses.
Jesus was with them through the storm even though they felt that Jesus
did not care for them.
Amazing even after
this the disciples response is:
"They were terrified
and asked each other, "Who is this? Even the wind and the waves obey
him!" (Mark 4:41, NIV)
Implications:
I saw important
implications for my own life I want to share with you. When Jesus wanted
them to go to the other side, the disciples obeyed Jesus and took Jesus
along with them, just as He was, in the boat. During their obedience,
they also faced trials and tribulations that were getting them
frightened and down, making them doubt the Lord’s care for them.
There have been
many times I have done things believing I was doing them in obedience to
the Lord. As I was obedient in that particular area, I would be hit with
trials and tribulations in that area.
When Jesus asks me
to do something, He is aware of the situations at hand. In my limited
mind set I am not aware of everything that could come out of my
obedience which includes possible trials and tribulations but whatever
comes obedience to the Lord should be a priority.
I was obedient to
the Lord in many situations and did face a lot of trials and
tribulations. In those trials and tribulations, rather than having
confidence in the Lord, I started to doubt and even wondered if the Lord
really cared for me in the situation I was in.
Few years ago, I was
so confident that there was an area of ministry that the Lord wanted me
to do so in obedience I kept doing it. It dealt with shepherding and
leading a group of leaders in ministry. By God’s grace, I was able to
work with 4 different leadership teams. I felt the Lord wanted me to do
that for 3 more years. I was so sure that is what the Lord wanted me to
do. Then circumstances started happening around me that I was relieved
of that position.
That really hurt me
and made me doubt the Lord whether He even cared. I thought to myself,
“If He cared, why not let me finish what I felt He
wanted me to do three more years”
Anyway it did not
happen and the storms were heavy around me. The waves of life were
hitting me head on and it filled my mind with so many doubts to the
point that I felt figuratively paralyzed. Soon my mind was filled with
so much apprehension and gloom that my faith was starting to sink
literally.
All I worked for, I
felt was going down the drain. I would not have ever put myself in that
position if I did not strongly believe the Lord wanted me to do that. My
philosophy has always been why start something if you cannot finish it
to the end especially if it is for a good cause. Of course, there have
been times I have erred and not finished what I started.
As I started to
sink in my faith, I frantically searched for answers and asked the Lord,
“Why Lord is this happening when I believed
you were the One to put me here?”
The Lord intervened
to help me by reminding me of the good times I did have with previous
leadership teams as I was obedient to Him.
Then another set
back came! I had taken tons of pictures of taking previous leadership
teams to camp. One day while returning from camp, I lost all those
pictures that I had pulled from the album and put in a box. They were
visible memories I had working with previous leadership teams.
Could this have been a sign or
foreshadowing that I would lose working with future leadership teams?
As I look back it seemed like that!
It was painful for
me and the Lord knew that. He could have had those pictures sent to me
right away after they were lost even though there was not an address on
the box that I can recall. With the Lord all things are possible but at
that moment this did not happen because the Lord knew what He was doing.
Do
you know when I did receive those pictures back?
It took eight months
and three days. The three days are very significant to me because they
arrived on Good Friday that year, three days after I was relieved of my
position in shepherding future leadership teams.
Was the Lord telling me something?
Of course He was and
He was trying to make it simple and clear to me! Jesus was letting me
know that with Him all things are possible! It was really significant
to receive it that particular day because I knew Jesus was telling me
that He loved me, cared for me, died for my sins to save me, and was
looking after me even in this storm I was facing though I was still
badly hurt. As, I look back He really was looking after me!
When I looked back
at all those pictures, I felt like the Lord was telling me, “Look at all
the things you did accomplish for me while working with previous
leadership teams. They are wonderful memories to keep in mind and they
are here because you have been obedient to me.”
I felt like the
disciples, being frantically frightened and shouting for Jesus’ help
through my circumstances after being obedient. Mostly, I could sense the
Lord asking me, “Ramesh, why were you so
fearful, even after all this time, don’t you yet have confidence in me?”
I was faced with
that after the Lord worked in my life and quieted a lot of fears and
brought calmness to my heart. You know to this day I wish I could have
still worked with different leadership teams but I have not been able to
due to different circumstances. There have still been times I have been
sad because I really felt I was supposed to make a difference with the
Lord’s help but the Lord had other plans for me.
Many of the
circumstances were circumstances in my own personal life I had to
overcome. But, the awesome thing is the Lord intervened and has brought
peace to my soul and has shown me how He has still used me for His glory
on the campus without having a position to lead future leadership teams.
Why
do I share all this personal stuff with you? It is because I saw
myself in fear and doubt as the disciples did and the Lord yet
intervened. Jesus could have been like, ‘I am not going to deal with him
anymore after everything I have already done in his life.’ On the
contrary, Jesus reached out to me and still reaches out in some powerful
ways to this day!
Lord could have kept
me there but He allowed me to be relieved. Today, on this day of March
11, 2006, as I look back, I am so thankful how far the Lord has brought
me in His mercy and grace that I want to cry in joy.
After being relieved
of my position during the spring, Jesus worked in the leaders of another
ministry who recruited me to write for a monthly newspaper they started
with the purpose to glorify Christ on campus. Soon, I became the Managing Editor of the
paper and eventually Editor-in-Chief the following summer.
That would not have
been possible, if I was still involved with the ministry because the
newspaper meetings happened at the same time as the other meetings. That
would not also have happened if my columnist application with the Pitt News was
accepted. Both things that I saw as storms had to happen for the Lord to
bring me to the place He wanted me at!
To this day, the
Lord has been using the paper which you all have come to know as
Pittsburgh Standard which is changing lives on campus and elsewhere as
the Lord allowed me to get rights to the paper and run it as an online
newspaper after the print edition stopped. Also, we have a student
organization called Pittsburgh Standard.
There are obstacles here
too but am depending on the Lord to help me through them for I know He will!
I want to share with you two testimonies the Lord has sent to encourage
me.
One of the
testimonies was from a student who encouraged me to continue with
the paper when she told me few years ago that the devotionals she received
through Pittsburgh Standard played a role to help her give her life to
Jesus Christ so that He can be her Lord and Personal Savior.
Another testimony
just came nine months ago from a person who told me that one of the
devotionals really helped to make a decision in her life in confidence
as she depends on Jesus to be her Light of the World. Recently, a
student wrote to me thanking me for the devotionals that the Lord has
used in her life.
Our Lord can bring
good even out of the storms. I know I have been there. Not only is Jesus
using Pittsburgh Standard to change lives but it has been such a
blessing to know when “Pittsburgh Standard.com” is typed in GOOGLE, it comes
first for people to find it easily. I do not know how long the Lord
wants me to continue with Pittsburgh Standard but I give myself up to
the Lord to be used as His servant.
I am also blessed to
have a wonderful job that I love where I have opportunities to reach
students with the love of Jesus Christ! If the Lord calls me back to
leadership in a ministry setting, I would still be honored to go as I
wait upon the Lord! Wherever the Lord calls, I pray I will go!
“He who dwells in
the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the
Almighty. ”(Psalm 91:1. NIV)
I ask you now dear friends, what are the storms in your life?
Dear friend, there
will be times in your life when you feel everything is going wrong for
you or has gone wrong for you. You may have lost some one you love, you may
have lost what you loved to do, you may have lost your joy, you may be
dealing with someone who has been sick, etc which become storms in your
life that need calming.
You could even know
Jesus as your Lord and Personal Savior. Yet, when you look at the
circumstances in your life, you may want to question Jesus' love and
care for you. Please don't! Jesus does love you so much and cares for
you. If He cared for the disciples, cares for me in my sinfulness, I
know He will care for you and carry you in your pain.
When circumstances
do not go our way, it does not mean the Lord does not love us anymore.
It is easy for us to lean on our own understanding but the Lord wants us
to lean on Him.
"Faith is the substance of things hoped for and the evidence of
things not seen." (Hebrews 11:1)
It is wrong for us
to think, just because we are Christians and the Lord is in our life,
God should make things happen our way. I have had that mentality. The
Gospel of our Lord Jesus teaches us that there will be trials and
tribulations but we also learn that we can receive strength and power
from the Savior.
Friend, even when we
believe we are obedient to the Lord and follow His calling just as the
disciples followed His calling to get to the other side, storms of life
are not exempt. While they were going in the boat is when the storms
came. After how the Lord already worked in their lives and those around
them, they could have strongly believed in the Lord’s intervention and
help but they were fearful and filled with doubt.
As storms happened
to me, it may have happened to each of you too. I do not know but this I
do know when the Lord calls us to something, it will not always be
peachy but what we can be assured friend is that His love is reaching
and He will be looking after us. Whatever storms you are facing right
now, you do not have to face the storms on your own. You do not have to
let it sink you and be hit by the waves of life in a negative way. There
is no problem too deep that the Lord cannot solve it.
You can receive the
help from the Lord. He does calm our fears and brings us peace. Every
situation we are in may not be solved to our liking. If that were the
case, I would still be shepherding leaders in ministry but the Lord in
His mercy will give us the strength and endurance to bear and give us
areas we can rejoice in Him! Praise the Lord! Amen!
So no matter what
storms you are facing, whether they are academic, relational, spiritual
in nature, etc know that Jesus loves you so much. He knows your pain and
your doubts. He will not abandon you as an orphan in the storm but will
come to you as His Word promises in John 14. This is one of my favorite
chapters in the Bible. The chapter starts out with, Jesus saying,
“Let not your hearts be troubled, you are
trusting God, now trust in me.” (John 14:1, TLB)
It is trust we need
especially in the storms of life for He is able to keep us from falling
and He who began a good work in us will finish it to completion. Never
give up but turn to the Lord in your storms and know that He will answer
you. There are times the storm will totally disappear and other times
through the storm, He will keep you strengthened and help you to move
on. I have not given up on direct ministry for I know my Redeemer will
allow me to shepherd leaders in ministry again if He chooses too. I also
know He is the One who can provide wonderfully.
The final point I
learned is that my obedience to the Lord should not be on the condition
that things will go well for me but my obedience should be so I can see
the face of the Lord and one day He can say,
“Well, done my good and faithful servant!”
It is not always easy for
me to share my devotional times but I do it because I love to
share it with you friend and most of all because I feel this is what the
Lord wants me to do.
May you rest in the
Lord through the storms of your own life! Savior today offers rest
mightily saving, by giving you the strength and peace through the storms
of life. Amen! I do believe we all receive the help we need according to
His glorious will! Amen! May you all rest in Him!
There is a
wonderful song by Scott Wesley Brown called, “He will carry you” that
will be playing in the background as you read this. You should look for
another song called “Praise the Lord” by the Imperials which addresses
storms of life too.
May we not be so
overcome by negative circumstances that we lose faith but may we trust
in the Lord through those circumstances. It is my prayer that we all can
do that!
“Savior Today Offers Rest Mightily,
Saving!”(S.T.O.R.M.S)/"What are the storms
in your life?"
Prayer:
Dear Lord Jesus, thank you so much for all that you teach me from your
Word. Just as the disciples feared and doubted during the storm, we have
our own doubts and fears during the storms of our life. We are sorry
Lord that after all that you have done for us, when things don’t go well
for us, we sometimes doubt your care for us. I know Lord that I have
been so guilty of that. Even in my doubts thank you for showing me your
abundant love and grace. I know Lord circumstances in my life made the
storms hit me harder but I also know you love me and are watching over
me no matter what happens. Help me not to base the extent of your love
for me based on the good things that happen to me. If nothing else
happens, let us know you love us remembering what you did for us at
Calvary. You took the nails that pierced your hands and feet for me.
This I have come to see. You also took the thorns and lashes to pay for
my sins’ strife so that through the washing of your Blood, I can be
cleansed of my sin in life. Thank you Jesus! Please give us the strength
to bear through the pains and always know your love for us. Thank you
Jesus for being our Lord and Personal Savior! Thank you Jesus for coming
back to life to save us! We turn our lives over to thee and to the usage
of your plan. In Your Name I Pray Jesus! Amen!
You can pray this prayer with me
to offer yourself to Jesus!
Dear
Jesus, thank you for being born in Bethlehem in a stable. You had a
humble beginning even though you are the King of kings and Lord of
lords. I am so sorry for my sins and confess all of them to you. Please
Jesus forgive me of my sin and set me free from any bondage I am in. I
turn myself over to you and offer myself as a present to you this
New Year. Thank you for dying for my sin and coming back to life to
save me. I do not know all I want to know about you but I want to start
my journey with you and learn from you as I feed upon you and draw my
nourishment from you. Help me please Jesus. Thank you so much Jesus.
Thank you for saving us and being there for us. Please come Jesus into
my heart and make my heart your home. Live in me Jesus and I will live
for you and I will serve you the rest of the days of my life. Thank you
Jesus you have heard my prayer and answered me. Thank you for being my
Lord and Personal Savior. In Your Name I Pray Jesus! Help me in my
journey with you Oh Lord. Thank you Jesus! Amen!
Friend, if you have prayed this
prayer and meant it in your heart, you are a new creation in Christ and
all old things are passed away and everything has become new! You may
feel something or may not but don’t base it on feelings but base your
new life in Christ on the promises of our Savior who will never leave
you nor forsake you! Amen!
Spend time in His word and let
the Lord speak to you! Start out in the Gospel of Mark which are also
the devotionals I have been going through before the Christmas
Devotionals and hope to continue in them. Learn from
Jesus through study and prayer. Also find yourself a fellowship you can
be part of where you can be part of a community of believers to
supplement your own walk with the Lord. Let it be a Bible-believing and
Bible-breathing church! Believe in Bible Live Eternally!
Feel free to email me at
reddy4hisglory2004@yahoo.com if you want to meet to study the Bible,
pray with, talk about Spiritual issues or whatever is on your mind! My
number is 412-720-4579
"This is
my work and I can do it only because Christ's mighty energy is at work
within me." (Colossians 1:29, TLB)
Love in Christ,
Ramesh
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